my sister Frances

 HMMMM...I remember growing up with you as my big sister. There are so many memories and stories, some just belly laugh funny, some embarrassing, and some bring memories of sadness. I remember when Dad left us for another family...this was one of the saddest days I can remember as a child. I was mom's care person and you were mine. I remember crying after going to bed after Mom calmed down enough for me to leave her side...I remember your big warm hug, no words just a long warm hug. I would have just cried into nonexistence if it were not for the hug that spoke to my heart... it's going to be ok.

I remember Blue Birds camp, all camp age level of Camp Fire Girls. I was in a lower grade and I remember being woke up in the middle of the night that my sister needed me. So I went in the night to her camp area...she was in the restroom crying uncontrollably. I asked her what was wrong, and she said she was homesick and wanted to leave...I gave her a nice slap on the cheek and said, if you go I have to go, SO SNAP OUT OF IT! We hugged a moment and then returned to our assigned bunks for the night. The next day she thanked me at the end of the day and said she had the best day ever. 

There are so many memories as a child with my older sister I call Franny. She was quiet, gentle, kind, forgiving, and loving, even into her adult life.

She had some hard knocks in this world but somehow a little slap on the cheek {metaphore} would bring her gently back to the strength she needed...to me. She always said I was so strong but in my heart she was. Because she was my big sister and I always needed her. 

I was blessed to have wonderful moments on earth with her. Our last day together was very much sisterly. I did a facial and a haircut and made us some healthy food. I think she tried in a micro-subtle way to tell me something was not right with her, but I missed everyone...I was just enjoying our time too much I guess to get her ques.

I had to leave that evening due to a big yelling match in the house and  Franny tried to get me to stay, she even begged me to stay. BUT I have a fight or flight issue and in the evening it was flight...as I drove off she was crying. My heart aches for a redo in that moment because that was the last time I heard her voice. 

I was coming back on Wednesday to dye her hair and that was in the plan even before the yelling in that house. But there was a call that she was not waking up for dinner. Ryhan said to Theresa to let her just sleep it off. Well the next day,,, Wednesday I went over to continue our day and tried to wake her up. She was not waking, she was snoring but in no way was she waking up. I called 911 immediately.  Well as the story goes I still cry in this memory. But in my heart she assures me...ALL IS WELL.   Franny had a slow brain bleed from a fall she had a few weeks ago and she was not taken to get examined, even though I was told (I was in Texas) she had two big black eyes after the fall. 

Going to back up here. I was in Texas and after Fran had fallen and I was talking to her I noticed a change in her even through the phone. Her skipping topic, referencing to past often, crying some...So I said to our other sister that I had to go back to Oregon and get Fran, and take her with me to the coast where our sister Cindy lived so she and I could be there for our oldest sister and help her as her caregivers because I knew she I thought was getting dementia or Alzheimers...little did I know it was a brain bleed that would take her life 2 weeks later.

So I know she is fine now and I know she would not want me or anyone to feel guilt or regret for the events in this life or up to her death...I do know she is happy where she is and that alone brings me great peace. I can see her setting my table place for when I arrive and she will meet me with open arms and joy, with my Bobby next to her in hand.

I love and miss you this side of heaven Franny ...as our necklaces said that we had as kids

MIZPAH

always in my heart 

you sister

PaaPaa

    

Dead Poets Society

Vision of VanGouh

I have this deep love a love that has no boundaries in and of itself...yet to be vulnerable to the receiver of this love has me bound to a level of eternal. How is this possible to be able to love that which is not in sight or touch. Look within child is what I hear.  Waking up with a sense of dread that cannot be explained, I fall into worship into the arms of the One and only who knows every detail of every soul and keeps me in the raw truth and understanding in all that He wants me to know. So I dance in faith that all this IS as IS in truth.

Moving on into my morning of news that enhanced my dread...as I was dancing and singing worship weeping to the pure joy the Lord pours in me even as I feel this human feeling that wants to consume me with doubt. So my Lord lights up my heart and I walk out in faith in all that He is doing with and through me. I do not know what this painting {metaphor}will look like yet I know the painter does...this only I TRUST!

Off I go to breakfast with my lovely sister and daughter...two kindred spirits that bring me great joy. So we are sitting there enjoying laughs and pictures, coffee and food and I look over at a man sitting alone...he looked so uncanny familiar to me. I leaned over and said to my daughter that man>... he looks so familiar like someone very important and famous and she leaned back looked me deep in my eyes and said confidently VANGOUGH!!! I just about cried...the painter is here now with me, with us showing me that He has every stroke according to the heart and every light according to the depth every soul according to the truth on His palet of Perrrfect creation. Thank you Sir for showing yourself in this deep place in my heart into the reality of a wonderful life of color of dreams. 

~me~

what is in a dream...to discerning

 OK so here is my attempt to write out this dream I had early Wednesday morning on August 4 2021. 

The person/s were unidentified. There was a snake that had attempted to bite one person and stretched the skin, causing this person I believed to have died, yet in another clip was in bed recovering. 

I received a package in the mail Big box...as I opened it there was a dried-up snakeskin on top of many books. The note was from Oprah Winfrey...that these books will help. The instructions were to coerce the snake back into the mummied skin that will become its cemented tomb for eternity. 

The books: The New Testament, Guide of the Holy Grail, King James Bible, and the 4th one I do not recall. 

 This snake was not very cooperative to return to its place...then the New Testament illuminated...there was a different look on the face of the snake and it just came closer kind of timid. As my intuition called out a shield I woke up. Remembering the details had me so alert in wonderment that my heart was racing and I woke up...AGAIN.

OK so that was this dream and I can literally count on one hand of dreams that I remember in such detail. This one is more in a spiritual realm so much deeper to my soul than the others I remembered. 

oh and also there was something to do with the books on healing, the other person was creating that was healing the person scratched by the bite of the snake. Also all the books were in a bold deep blue color.

Discerning what's in a dream...

Patty 

MyPottersWheel blog

 The rest of my blog has somehow become separate from this one.  This was my first set of blogs are from several years and I am so pleased to have found the link. So until I can figure out how to connect them together...here is the link.

https://mypotterswheel.blogspot.com/ 

528 Hz Positive Transformation, Emotional & Physical Healing, Anti Anxie...

Deceptions

Keep your eyes on the LOrd and trust in any and everything that your in for HE has gone before you and has you in His care...HE will whisper all truths you need to know to walk you through the fire untouched by the flames. GOd is so good to reveal to us the truths that will guide us and if we are tuned to HIs love for us we will come out of any situation better than we were before. LOok to this as an upgrade in your spiritual walk with Him. UNderstanding the love, the protection, and the faith He has in you to be part of His plan that creates the ripple of HIs love a ripple that will continue to infinity.

GOD IS GOOD and He will not be mocked HE will not allow darkness to steal the light because the darkness is what illuminates the light...you see light in the light has no effect BUT light in the darkness reveals the truth...darkness cannot hide from the light. 

DECEPTION? The devil is the master of this...So be the light. 💓

 

                                  

Time warp

Corona virus, Covid 19, pandemic, vaccine, antibodies, mask, 6 ft, quarantine, stay in place.
ALL these words are part of our life in this unprecedented time in our world today. The hairs on the back of my neck start to shiver when the news is on these days. And now opening things back up as we enter the month of June...since late March, when we were all informed of this world epidemic...it feels as though..."back to normal" are the newest statement.
  Hummm! I don't know about you, but I don't want to be "back to normal." Families now cook together, eat at the table together, (hopefully without their phones) education is now where it should always have began...in the home. People are kinder, heroes are rising everywhere, the homeless are being cared for, the elder are being visited, the health wellness is being addressed from the home, natural health resources are being looked at like never before, "we are in this together" is the core of this unprecedented time we live in. Never in the worlds history has our togetherness as a human race been to the forefront of our existence...we are as one, we live in individual bodies, DNA's differ but do you know about Laminin? Laminin is the rebar in our DNA the very molecular structure that holds each and everyone of our cells together. GO LOOK UP LAMININ...we are living as one even in our individual bodies.
I know this blog is my doTERRA blog and I know that all this being said from the depths of my soul may or may not strike a cord with my readers. However if it touches just one, the purpose of this blog will be complete.
I pray we never go back to normal because I really do not like feeling like all this was for nothing. EVERYTHING has purpose even COVID19.
God bless us every one...keep us safe and keep us on the path forward. Pray for the loved ones that have lost loved ones from this epidemic and pray that it leaves as quickly as it appeared, disintegrate into the time warp.
Lessons well learned are blessings well earned.

Be Joyful,
Be Kind,
Be Helpful,
Be Faithful,
Be Hopeful,
Be Prayerful,
BE WILLING TO CHANGE from within, so the world can heal one soul to the other.

Be the blessing and Be blessed,
Patty

Inside out

So glad we do not have to live from the outside in.

When our lives are projected from the inside out, we put our whole self into the world and the world is blessed by the print of the Spirit within we leave behind. 
When our lives are perceived by the worlds view then we are judged by the soulful man and all influences, stresses, opinions, circumstances create a reactive projection that is perceived as our print (who we are, what we are, how we are, who's we are). 
So glad I do not have to live from the outside in...
You may ask how is this so? Well when we give up the old self in Christ we never need to remodel the old man but we kill the old and we are new in Christ giving us a new man that can only live from the inside out. Giving the new man his/her place in Christ gives the power to not only become nonreactive but an opposite spirit of all negatives  that comes from worlds perceptions.

I am convinced that the oppositions are truly markers that I am living from the inside out fully aware that enemy of my soul seeks to destroy. this voice is negative, contrary, defensive, depressive, hateful, anxious, accusing, narcissistic, controlling all opposite of  the Holy Spirit.  
The Holy Spirit speaks the language undeniable, know this voice because He speaks no other way "but the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control ". Galatians 5:22-23.

Though this post is a random on a subject that has nothing to do with religion...just the inner voice in me leaving my print 
from the inside out.

Blessed are the peacemakers: for they shall be called the children of God.

\0/ Gods love and mine
Patty <3

Dogs a Cats health

To all Dog and Cat lovers and parents of the precious family beings. This is a time as our minds and bodies shift to natural health and proactive wellness solutions to also think of3 the loved fur babies.
Here is a great place to learn all about the part of family that also depends on your well choices for them.
Contact me with any additional questions...i am happy to bring more information to you.
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www.dogoiler.com