I have this deep love a love that has no boundaries in and of itself...yet to be vulnerable to the receiver of this love has me bound to a level of eternal. How is this possible to be able to love that which is not in sight or touch. Look within child is what I hear. Waking up with a sense of dread that cannot be explained, I fall into worship into the arms of the One and only who knows every detail of every soul and keeps me in the raw truth and understanding in all that He wants me to know. So I dance in faith that all this IS as IS in truth.
Moving on into my morning of news that enhanced my dread...as I was dancing and singing worship weeping to the pure joy the Lord pours in me even as I feel this human feeling that wants to consume me with doubt. So my Lord lights up my heart and I walk out in faith in all that He is doing with and through me. I do not know what this painting {metaphor}will look like yet I know the painter does...this only I TRUST!
Off I go to breakfast with my lovely sister and daughter...two kindred spirits that bring me great joy. So we are sitting there enjoying laughs and pictures, coffee and food and I look over at a man sitting alone...he looked so uncanny familiar to me. I leaned over and said to my daughter that man>... he looks so familiar like someone very important and famous and she leaned back looked me deep in my eyes and said confidently VANGOUGH!!! I just about cried...the painter is here now with me, with us showing me that He has every stroke according to the heart and every light according to the depth every soul according to the truth on His palet of Perrrfect creation. Thank you Sir for showing yourself in this deep place in my heart into the reality of a wonderful life of color of dreams.
~me~
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